I was tempted to stay in bed all day. What reason do I have to get up? There's nothing to do and no-one to see. I spent the morning posting messages on the internet. Every forum I belong to, every person in my email address book and a dozen sites where I could access the message board. It is a long shot but I have to do something.
Four days I have been alone. If I knew how long I have to endure this maybe I wouldn't mind so much. If I knew everyone was safe I could just live like this until they return.
This afternoon, I curled up on the sofa with a thick blanket and a tub of ice-cream, and watched DVDs.
Tomorrow I'll write a list of things to do, today I'm happy feeling sorry for myself.
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